Dear lost left ribs,

However this letter reaches you, i would like to say what has been bothering me for the past few years. I would like to confess that i am longing for you, no matter  in fact i don’t know who you really are.

Every time i face the night, the flash of misery comes and wont go till the sun rises, cause of missing you my lost left ribs. When someone comes a few times, i expect that would be you yourself,  but then my heart shatters again and again.

I know for a fact that God creates you from my own left ribs, i know someday if God gives His Will, i definitely will see you. But When ?,  i am afraid before that time comes, my strawberry tart  has been torn apart and can not recognize you anymore.

I know, God made you cryptic on my existence first  like an encrypted code using unlimited bit of encryption method, cause God has a plan for my own life, a plan i should follow, and it’s the best for me as my way to always remember His Gifts given to me and grateful for. This way is the way i serve God on entirely of my life as devotion to Him.

I know this letter will change nothing, but My confession was for me to get off my chest and stop the pain in my stomach and the headache i have on years lately.

My only regret for writting this letter is that you may find this and you don’t recognize that this letter is for you, cause you also don’t know who i am. I have always been jealous of man who has been given by God a way to find their lost left ribs, but i am just not the type of person to take out  jealousy on them, what I can do know is just cry on my knee and ask to the Great Owner’s Fate to show the way on reaching you.

Well i better rap this up. Just remember that i will wait you and will always wait you, my dear lost left ribs.

Dear God, please give me a way …. to find my missing piece ..

Jakarta, November 11th, 2010

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